In about a week it is time to start work again and i have no idea what projects to go for. Have been using the summer to try out some new things but nothing really sticks.
And I have working on some new theme for the paintings and struck out big time. Looks like to try to paint not really my thing anymore. The search for Spock continues.
There are many interesting projects both in art and in VR but cant really get in to it. Have been working on some facebook project, playing games and working in the studio. Reading a lot and generally walking around the garden. No luck. Hard to see what will come of it all. But something have to happen.
Today i had to buy Bunny ears. Sooner or later i just had wear them.
Playing around with my new Poser. It is fast to work with. A hour to set everything up including building the stuff i needed and another hour to get the light right. Some afterwork in Gimp and it was ready.
I have been trying to find some kind of freedom in my paintings for a long time. This one i made in 1998 and its a try for something else. Moving the paint as i want, using light as i want.
I think the two of my old paintings that recently surfaced on a auction have stirred something in me again. A unfinished work and unfinished thinking around what paintings are and what i want to do with them. I do not feel so good. It bothers me and i cant sleep. I have always known that i have to get back to this but i have desperately trying to push it in front of me.
I know people like the old ones but my head is full i cant get much more in there so i need to pour things out. I think i have to go back to the studio and start some new experiments.
This time i do not know where i am going.